geek

lost...

2011-04-04T23:37:00.008+08:00

i really don't know what's going on, sometimes i feel that things are just not falling into the right places, i'm just missing you badly...

missin' it badly

2011-04-03T09:48:00.002+08:00

have been back in singapore for 2 days,

but i still miss being in cambodia.

i am so tempted to just get a ticket and fly there now,

even just for a few days would be great.

i really think i fell in love with that place already...

in the blues...

2011-02-27T23:48:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wonder...
is it true that everything happens for a reason?
why can't i find a reason for it?
damn. such a joke!

am i one?

i wonder...

nice

2011-01-21T22:03:00.003+08:00

School's coming to an end, holidays are nearing.
Life's great!

Wish you were here...

2010-09-20T03:48:00.002+08:00

Had a great talk with Keith a moment ago. Really nice to talk to him after like a damn long while..

How nice if the past happens right now!? Wishing you were here with me right now, when we're worlds apart.

How nice if i could have a nice dream right after this.
Have a great night people!

damn.

2010-04-05T01:51:00.002+08:00

oh man, school's going to start soon, and i'm having mixed feelings. damn.
fuck that shit man. argh.

Hello.. Hello..

2010-03-23T01:25:00.002+08:00

hey there,
well, haven't blogged in ages! so yes, it's nathanael's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT!
well, gonna meet up with the whole group of friends later to celebrate it. gosh! i just realise he's old... well, i'm still young..

okay! okay! it's time for bed and goodnight!
Smiles!

hey guys..

2010-01-13T22:19:00.001+08:00

i'm so freaking stressed over these few days..
i need a break man!
i'm about to go mad.

ahhhhhhh!!!

RAHRAHRAH!

2010-01-06T23:04:00.006+08:00

well, my results will be out on the 11th Jan, which is... NEXT MONDAY!?
HELP ME!!! i'm freaking out! i hate this feeling in me.. ahhhhhhhhhh...

lately, i've been trying my best to forget about the results part by exercising a lot, but it seems to pop up once in awhile. gosh! this isn't good, is it? ahhhhh! i'm going crazy, someone help me please? i'm begging you! haha..

anyways, i'm looking forward for tomorrow to come. i'm going to the ZOO! woohoo. i really can't wait for it anymore!!! it's the ZOO! haha, going to the zoo with nat and mavis. i hope those monkeys will help me to calm down and not go crazy. haha..

well, i guess i shall be off to bed now,
gonna wake up real early tomorrow for my trip.
i guess i've got to bring a little cap, an electric fan, and a soft toy uh? haha, i'm still a kid though.
nightnights peeps.
RAHRAHRAH!(okay lady gaga's song is on the radio again) argh. nights.

PS: i haven't been blogging for awhile, so i just wanna wish one and all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year..

why? why?

2009-12-22T20:26:00.001+08:00

omgosh!I've been really not myself lately.. Really bad-tempered lately..
fought with my sister today, i really need to learn to control myself..

I'm like screwing up my life every second. why? oh man..

well, there's so many things going on in my mind lately, Christmas is coming in a couple of days time, and I'm feeling rather uncertain about it.. After Christmas will be a new year, that's when my O's results would be out.. oh man, I'm just trying to push it at the back of my mind now, but it just seem to 'pop' up once in awhile.. I'm just losing control in everything..

Okay, i shouldn't really be crapping all these here,
well, off to do my run now..
bye! and have a happy fun time Christmas!

flag day was awesome!!!

2009-11-21T23:15:00.003+08:00

Today, i went back to school to help out in the flag day..
was tiring but was really awesome.. both Francis and I both collected a lot of money.. woaaa, how nice if all that is mine(:

Well, so all in all,
enjoyed myself today, and had lots of fun..
and i'm feeling tired now.

i wonder..

2009-11-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

Today was FUN!
had lunch, Tim-Sum with my parents, ate a lot. I think I'm going to be real fat soon..

So after lunch, i went to meet Nat, and we watched the movie '2012'.. It was damn nice, really nice.. so i wondered, what if one day, the world really comes to an end like that? It'll be pretty scary though.

well, had loads of fun today, and I'm feeling really tired..
I've got to bounce off now,
nights

mixed feelings

2009-11-17T00:27:00.007+08:00

Hey peeps, I'm BACK!
wee, I'm so damn happy.

well, O's are over, and I'm free..

Holiday started well, had lots of fun around, met many new people. One word to describe my holiday, and it's 'FUN'!

Just came back from the airport a moment ago. Sent my Korean friend, Neal off today. I'll be sad, but I would really hope he'll have lots of fun back in his hometown. Sadly he won't be joining me for Christmas.
Today, when I'm in the airport, i met a few cool peeps, there was a girl named Sarah? i guess? She's a really cool person, and there was another girl whom can speak like 3 languages? i was amazed! Because i could not handle my second language well enough.. and well, there was this Korean woman, a stranger whom actually came forward and ask if we needed help in taking pictures of our group, and she ended up helping us, what a kind lady she was.. i had lots of fun though, but I'm gonna miss my Korean friend, he'll only be back next year..

okay, it's getting late, I've got to crash into my bed.
that's all for now, nights..

TGIF

2009-09-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

Thank God it's Friday...
it's finally the end of my prelims,
it was a stressful week..

there's still much to revise on, the big exam is coming soon.. 1 month? yeah it is in 1 month time.. gosh, it's really soon..

well, i should give myself some rest for now, going to enjoy myself tomorrow, plans have been made, so it's time to relax for at least awhile?

mugging..

2009-09-17T00:48:00.000+08:00

well, it's 12.45am and i'm still studying!
gosh, this is killing me..

well, this is just a short post.. but it's still a post..
okay, i think i'm becoming mad. i don't even know what am i typing about..

okay! off to continue studying..
nights peeps!

what a big surprise

2009-09-12T01:36:00.007+08:00

Wow, that really make some sense to me..

It's Saturday already?
gosh, this can't be true..
holiday is coming to an end.. going back to school to study like mad again..

This break have been really great! had lots of fun while studying. Actually, studying isn't that bad afterall, you just got to learn to enjoy it.. well, 3 days back, nat and winston stayed over at my place and we actually studied for the whole night.. really crazy stuff..

well, lately, life is tiring, so much to complete, so little time.. i'm about to go mad soon.. i need some music now!!!

swinging to the music,
swinging to the music....

before it's too late.

2009-08-24T19:04:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was great, Nat and Winston came over to my place and we really worked our ass off in studying for social studies..

Well, it's pretty scary, O'level english oral examination is 2 days away, there's no room for any mistakes, if not i'll be so dead! Prelim science practical is 3 days away, and first written is 4 days away.. Thinking about it just makes me go mad!

I shall stop here for now,
gonna continue mugging, before it's too late!

moving on

2009-08-22T12:44:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since the last time i touched my blog..

Life has been busy lately, lots of studying to be done.
happy moments and sad moments come and go too.

Yesterday, Keith went back to the States. 3 months past like in a blink of eye, i swear i haven't got enough time with him, and i'll miss him.. thinking about it, i only knew keith for about 5 years, and yet we're as close as brothers. oh well, life is never fair, what have to go will eventually go.. all i can do now is to wait till next summer when i can see you again. take care bro..

Yesterday, as Keith went off, i was in the airport to sent him off.. Marcus, Edwin and Rachel were there too.. I've thought about it, it's always Keith who's the one who bring us all together again.. I'm sure to say that i haven't seen Rachel and Edwin for a really long time, not till this summer when Keith is back. Keith, i really want to say this to you, thanks bro for always bringing us together..

Well, there's a whole lot of things happening in my life, or maybe things which happened already. I've gotten back my Chinese O'level results, and i actually managed to get a C6 which is a just pass kind of result, but i'm really happy about it, because i haven't been doing well in my Chinese language in the whole 17 years of my life. I'm also suddenly one of the Co-chairman of MRM, lots of thing to be done, cos' i really want to help my ministry to survive and that everyone will have fun and learning experience after the journey with us.. Well, that's not just all, my O's are coming really soon, have been studying like a mad dog everyday, there's not a little break at all, i feel like i'm to break down any moment..

well friends come and go, but do remember..
There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose, but so much to gain

woohoo

2009-06-23T02:01:00.002+08:00

well, it's been a long time since i last blogged!

woah! today i went to keith's place to study, and i finally understand the topic on acid, bases and salts, and it's all thanks to keith's videos! i swear it was damn good! anyways, it's all good today!

okay, i'm off to bed now!
nights people!

sweet 17!

2009-06-06T23:51:00.001+08:00

WOOHOO! i'm finally 17.

time seemed to go past in a blink of eye! i'm already 17 years old and i feel like i'm so old!

well, i guess it's time for me to sit down and work really hard for my upcoming exams.

anyway, i'm so happy today, my friends actually came over to my place to celebrate my birthday, how sweet of them to do this, i'm touched by that!

anyway, it's pretty late already.
bouncing off as a 17 year old boy (:
woohoo!

good days, bad days

2009-06-01T20:32:00.003+08:00

i"m not surprised,
i'm so not surprised!
many things happened, and i'm so not surprised that things will turn out this way..
good days turn out to be bad in the end.

i've thought about it so many times , and i believed things happened for a reason. everything seems to be going in its own way now, it's all so different now, the good old times have already been gone, dead and buried. well i'm here to wish you all the best, and i guess this is the best i could do.

it's just a lonely place, just a lovely place..
i just want to find the passageway to the place where i was before, but it just seemed to be so complicated. when i'm just about to give up, a voice just said to me, 'why? why? why...'
and suddenly i find that i'm actually in a nice nest with all the comfort around me, they're all my friends who cares about me.

well, sometimes i just felt lost in a really dark room without any light to lead me to a way out, it's you all who actually brought me out of this and i really appreciate it a lot! in many occasions i might be using words to hurt you, or in any other ways which i don't even know, i'm so sorry. but it's you guys who made my life intresting, so i've made a promise to myself that i'll treasure you guys forever.

nathan and winston, you'll be my brothers forever.. i'm not sure how long we'll last being so close, but i promise i'll try to be close to you guys as long as i could, and you all will be my bros even if we aren't close anymore.
maybe it's just that i've lost faith in friendship which could last, maybe it's just all the plans of god, maybe i'm just not as good as i should be, maybe i'm just a coward hiding in a hole, never wants to get out of it, maybe, maybe.. and as for all the old friends of mine, i wish you all the best in everything you do, and i'll remember all the old times we've all spent together.

that's what my life is,
i shall just sit back and relax.

finally! finally..

2009-05-28T17:49:00.004+08:00

WINSTON is the BEST person..
haha, okay , i'm forced to do this, but anyways, it's pretty true too!
nat and winston are my best friends..

Guess what!? it's official the last day of school for me today! i'm now having my June holiday! woohooo.. i'm so happy!

well, i'm pretty sad too.. i screwed my whole mid-year examinations. damn! i guess i've just got to work really hard..

Anyways, i'm really looking forward to tomorrow! i'm going to cycle with my friends in east coast park again.. but i guess it'll be really fun! i can't wait for it.. i really can't! hahahaha.

okay, that's all for now..
bouncing off..

i'm happy, so damn happy..

2009-05-23T12:42:00.003+08:00

i'm finally frrreeeeeeeee..
woohoo! exams are finally over!

well, there's still a big one coming up.. gosh!
and i realised something! keith is actually coming back really soon.. in 2 weeks time? yeah! 2 weeks..

yesterday i had lots of fun! went over to winston's place with nat, francis and dav.. played like nobody's business. we swam, went to steam room and played like hell. so fun...

i'm so happy today,
ahhhhh!

i'm going crraaazzzzyyyy!

2009-05-19T23:09:00.007+08:00

I'm so freaking tired after so many days of examinations!

today, i had exams.. tomorrow too!
damn, so many other guys have already finished, but i'm still mugging! ahhhh, gonna go crazy soon..

okie, wish me good luck,
i shall be off mugging again..
and adam is my idol now! wooo, go adam go!

Adam Lambert sings “Cryin” by Aerosmith

Adam Lambert sings “One” by U2

guess what!?

2009-05-15T17:25:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT!!!???

I'm in nat's place now.. having lots of fun here.

i'm so glad that the weekends are finally here.. was suffering through the whole week, so many exam to be done and all.. i'm going crazy!!!

well, i just realised something! i haven't been blogging lately. i guess it's because of mid year examinations. i'm so sorry..

okay, i guess that's all for now...
i'm gonna play with nat and winston!
and we're always little kids!

nattie, winnie here i come!

lost in the wild

2009-05-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, i feel that i'm lousy, i'm not good in anything.
why am i placed on earth for?
gosh! this feeling sucks..

i feel like crying, hurting myself, i dunno.
damn!

all i know is that someday i'll prove to everyone that i'm someone who've got a talent.

what a bad day.

2009-04-25T21:27:00.006+08:00

today suck.. really suck to the core!!!
what a bad day..

lately, the weather is really bad, it's really humid, and i swear it just pissed me off!
got irritated easily, so i quarrelled with my parents, and everything just suck now!

Just fought with my dad, and many things happened.. i'm lost, and i don't know what can be done.. why is this happening to me!?!? why.. well, all i can do now is to hope that things will turn out fine tomorrow..

damn! guess what!? i'm feeling unwell, and there's nothing i can do!

i'm feeling so emo today..
what's happening?
can anyone tell me???
please?

you said move on, but where do i go?

you learn.

2009-04-18T18:39:00.007+08:00

wow!
it has been a week since i last blogged.
so many things happened, and i'm gonna be crazy!

School's good, it's pretty much the same..
I'm feeling sad for nat.
Nat's dog just passed away yesterday, and it's pretty sad. I really hope he'll cheer up soon.
guess what!? winston, rodney and i actually bought like lots of sweets for nat, and we really hope he'll cheer up by eating it..

i'm in love with the song 'you learn - alanis morissette'
it's so nice..

to nat:

life is always the same, no one can be beside you forever, so learn to face the facts and be stronger everytime you face a new challenge.. belle is looking at you and she knows that she'll always be in your heart, so she's already became a part of you.. and she really doesn't wanna see you being sad, so cheer up bro(: and you can always come to me whenever you wanna..

loves,
your bro

you live, you learn
you love, you learn
you cry, you learn
you lose, you learn
you bleed, you learn
you scream, you learn
you grieve, you learn
you choke, you learn
you laugh, you learn
you choose, you learn
you pray, you learn
you ask, you learn
you live, you learn

a whole new life

2009-04-11T13:31:00.002+08:00

Today, i had a good time talking to keith.
he's my bro mann!

So, today i talk to keith about almost everything, and hope things turn out well for both of us..

Oh well, i've got nothing much to blog about today..
But i've got this very nice sentence from keith..
"live healthy live strong live once live well"
well, that's all i've to blog about today.
bye!

Life's like that.

2009-04-10T17:37:00.008+08:00

It's good friday..
Today seems to be a nice day. it's raining outside, pretty cold too.

I just realised time really flies.
Friends do come and go, and there's nothing i can do about it.
i find it kinda funny,
i find it kinda sad.
all around me are familiar faces but none i really know.

well, that's all for today.
gonna mug for now,
goodbye!

Adam Lambert - Mad World (well, he's my new idol)

Adam Lambert - Play that funky music

Adam Lambert - Satisfaction

awesome day.

2009-04-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

Headline: mission failed!

today is cool! so cool..
It's so cool!

so today, half of my class skipped assembly, we actually went to mac for breakfast. but we got caught by one of the teachers eventually, not so cool afterall. so we were forced back to school, got fucked up by the DM, principal, and some teachers.. ahhhhh! so we were asked to do a reflection, and my form teacher talked to us.. damn! he's damn disappointed with us, he actually teared! gosh, i feel so guilty, so very guilty. so he called my mum to tell her about the incident..

so that's the news which is spreading around my school today, mainly all the teachers knew about the incident and we are so famous today! it's really cool.

guess what!? when i came home, my mum actually laughed at me. she was saying ' why you all so stupid, plan also can fail one ah?' such a joke!

oh well, that's my day..
pretty cool, but i'm feeling so guilty..

2009-04-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

DAY 27.

Today's a boring day..

I spent most of the day sleeping. i woke up, had my lunch and went back to bed. woke up again had dinner and went back to bed again... Ahh... i slept too much!!!

Anyways, i tried to convince myself that sleeping is good.. so i got this mindset now, i gonna sleep loads to gain energy for the next week.. woohoo!

All right,
i shall go back to bed and sleep(:
nights..

2009-04-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

DAY 26.

So tiring after a long day..

Today, a few of us tried to stop a fight within my classmates but ended up being hurt. But oh well, it's just some scratches here and there. AHH, my beautiful skin is destroyed! So, that's school today..

So after school, the few of us went to the nearby block together, the usual stuff. it was pretty funny too, like we went up and down (inside joke)..

Rushed hoe after that to have a bath and get changed to meet my friends again. So, we eventually met. Soon after, one by one left, so there were only qing hong, winston, nat and i left, so we were that crazy to walk to clarke quay from orchard. When we were at clarke quay, chatted loads and we made a deal, it's that next year the four of us gonna party there every friday night. Ohh! i saw a beautiful ferrari too! Oh well, one day i'll have my own ferarri too..

As i was on my way home, i met one of my cousins. It was shocking to see her, but it's all cool..

I'm yawning away.
I guess it's time for bed,
Goodbye!

2009-04-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

DAY 25.

Just watched American Idol on the television..
Lady gaga performed.. and it's my first time watching her performing live!

School was pretty much the same as all the other days. I went to school early today, it was quite surprising.. I swear this week, school's really slackened a lot. The other levels are all out for camp, so that makes us the only people in school, so no one actually cares about us..

So as usual, i'm studying like mad.. anyways, i just ended my revision for the day.. pretty tired now.. i guess i gonna sleep soon..

Time for bed then..
nights peeps!

2009-04-01T20:14:00.003+08:00

DAY 24.

Today, school was ALL RIGHT..
Knowing that it was an APRIL FOOL DAY, life was still pretty much the same..

Well, i was late for school again.. so knowing that i was going to be late already, instead of going to school, i called winston up and realised he was going to be late too, so i went over to his place to meet him and we went school late together.. met nat at the busstop outside my school, so we three were late.. but guess what!? we just walked in without getting caught at all.. it's so cool, i swear!

After school, the three of us went to plaza singapura, and we met jas there.. pretty fun.. so nat bought a carebear as a birthday gift for one of his 'best friend' who's a female. so i actually made him carry the carebear around hugging it and all.. haha it was hilarious! but anyways, nat actually treated winston and i to swensens for lunch, so nice of him.. and guess what!? i actually found out his atm card pin number.. woohoo, it goes something like that, '******'.. yeah, it's a secret.. i promised nat not to tell..

So, after all that fun.. i actually headed home to study.. just finish studying.. studied a lot, but i'm still gonna study later.. knowing that mid-year exams is just 5 weeks away.. so soon!

okay, i shall get down to business now..
muggiiiinnnnnnnn....
bye!

If there's someone out there who's going to be successful soon,
why not let it be you?

2009-03-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

DAY 23.

Today was the last day of my one and a half day of motivation workshop..
so it's the end of it..

Today i went to school early! So basically, i attended the course for the whole day.. pretty nice, learned lots of stuff.. and i manage to really understand what is being taught..

So, after the course, went to hougang mall with nat, jp and winston.. met jasmine when we were there.. haha, played quite a lot.. oh! i borrowed a book from the library.. it's titled ' the complete idiot's guide to clear thinking' it got to do with physcology.. pretty cool.

well, that's my day..
gonna mug now..
seeya for now!

The day you've reached your fullest potential is the day you have not,
because you have today!

2009-03-30T19:02:00.003+08:00

DAY 22.

I'm not AVERAGE!
I want more and i'll do more.

i'm so damn tired..
just got back from school..

Today, i had a course on motivation in school at 8.30am, and it lasted all the way till 5.10pm.. it's so freaking long. but anyways, i learned lots of new things and how to face challenges. the trainers were really fun to talk to and interact with, so it was a really fun day..

Oh! this morning i was late for school.. school was suppose to start at 8am, but i only reached at 8.15am. and guess what? i can still wait outside school for winston, by the way, both of us were late.. so we just walked in without getting caught at all.. pretty cool. i guess i gonna be late again tomorrow..

here are some things i noted today:

- In life,
Competition never ends!

- Win not because of ego,
but because of how much effort is put in!

- Every step taken,
just continue to face new challenges!

- Never give up,
If not you'll be giving up in your own life!

so with this, i hope whoever read this, may help you in some way..

okay, time for my bath!
bounce bounce...

2009-03-29T16:57:00.004+08:00

DAY 21.

Went to church today but i didn't attend mass..

Went to church this morning, but i didn't attend mass.. it's pretty weird.. but i ended up going for MRM election only..

So, this morning i went over to church, met marcus.. instead of attending mass, i went to smoke with marcus and my friends.. haha.. i feel so un-holy.. oh well, once in a while...

After the election, i went over to YCK, played pool with marcus.. i really suck today, and i really don't know why, missed so many times.. wasn't in the right mood i guess.

okay, i'm feeling really tired now..
gonna have a short nap..
bouncing off..

2009-03-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

DAY 20.

Went over to City Hall today to meet my bros..
Ahhh, just got home.. and i'm god damn tired..

Today, went out with winston and nat.. really fun, we just kinda played around, but sadly winston cannot join us for long, cause he went to join his bro.. ahh, sad.

So today, while walking with nat, we saw a limo driving past us and we were shocked.. like can't speak for 2 to 3 seconds? haha, really funny.. but the car is beautiful! i swear i wanna have one of it next time..

Oh well, time for bed..
nights peeps..
gonna dream of owning a limo..

2009-03-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

DAY 19.

It's my school sports day today.. and i'm too lazy to attend it..

Today, i skipped sports day.. came home early and had a good sleep.. ahh, next week gonna be so slack, the whole school will be out for camps except the sec 4s and 5s.. damn! i want camp!!! anyways, got loads of talks to attend next week, all the motivation kinda stuff.. oh well, anyway it's my last year in montfort already, just gonna do my very best..

Okay, that's all for today..
gonna catch a ghost show on the television really soon..
BYE!

2009-03-26T15:32:00.003+08:00

DAY 18.

I'm so tired, and it's all thanks to the bloody PE lesson i had earlier..

PE lesson was fun but it was so freaking tiring. i swear, my teacher made us run like crazy dogs.. there was so many different points to be completed and i almost died. anyways, i feel healthier now..

School was fun!!! real fun.. we caused an old teacher to get angry because of what we did.. we did not let him into the class by locking the doors.. and it was actually really FUN!!!

I'm so addicted to the song 'story of a girl'. it's so nice, lalala..

okay, it's time for my afternoon nap..
woohoo! gonna sleep, sleep and more sleep...
seeya!

2009-03-25T17:48:00.003+08:00

DAY 17.

oh well, oh well, oh...
just got back home from the hospital, and i'm feeling really tired..

Guess what!? the doctor gave me three more months.. so now, i'm being put under medications for the next 3 months.. hope everything turns out fine and hopefully the swell which cause my blocked nose heals, because if it doesn't, the doctor said that he'll most probably burn it off, and i'm afraid by that sentence.. but for now, i'm free!!! lalala...

So, school's as usual today.. left without lessons completed for the day due to my appointment.. but everything's cool today..

All right, i'm feeling really tired now..
gonna catch some sleep.
Know what?!?! i actually spent my whole afternoon in the bloody hospital.. damn!
Okay, i shall bounce off now.. goodbye..

2009-03-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

DAY 16.

Gosh! it's just tomorrow... damn!

So, as per usual, i went to school this morning. School's tiring because lessons dragged all the way into the afternoon and i hate it to the core.. but anyways, had a really good sleep when i got back home.. and i'm now wide awake!

Tomorrow is a big day i guess? gonna go down to the hospital for my nose checkup.. and gosh! i'm really scared.. i really don't know what those evil doctors will do to me!!! i called them evil doctors because they really have an image of a evil scientist in me.. but oh well, hope everything turns out well..

Okay, i think that's all for today,
and it's time i gotta go to bed..
school's tomorrow again.. ahh, borrrrrring..
bye peeps!

2009-03-23T16:48:00.003+08:00

DAY 15.

School holidays are finally over! it's over.. over.. over!!!
Back to school today, everything was pretty good..

Oh, it's bro's birthday today.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT!!! so we celebrated his small birthday party in class today.. was pretty funny, but it's all cool..

All right, i'm actually feeling really tired now.. maybe it's the first day of school, still not quite used to it.. gonna have a nap now...

bouncing off..

2009-03-22T22:41:00.001+08:00

DAY 14.

Oh well, life as usual..
Went to church for mass today..

Headed down to meet winston, studied quite a lot, and it was pretty good.. School holiday is going to be over really soon, and back to school tomorrow.. i hope i'll have an enjoyable day in school tomorrow..

I'm actually looking forward for school tomorrow too! bought cupcake and a huge cookie for nat.. oh yeah! it's his birthday tomorrow.. woohoo.. someone's turning 17...

gotta go! poof...

2009-03-21T00:44:00.006+08:00

DAY 13.

(00:44)

I had loads of fun!!!

Celebrated nat's birthday just now.. so nice and fun! i swear i had loads of fun, cause' i smashed cake on his face... muahahahaha..

Guess what!? i'm now at winston's place.. gonna slack around, play a lil and maybe one or two sticks.. i'm sure i gonna have loads of fun.. woohoo!

okay, i'll post more later.. gonna play now!!! bouncing off... goodbye!

edited: (07:28)

oh well, i'm now really tired..

just got back home from winston's place and i'm really tired.. i guess i gonna turn in soon.. like really soon.. had loads of fun for the whole time mann.. i swear it's the best time of my life!

okay, i guess i'll put some pictures up later..
shall go and have some sleep now..
bye!

2009-03-20T14:09:00.002+08:00

DAY 12.

woohoo! today's gonna be a busy day..

Off to town soon.. gonna get nat's prezzie! and down to winston's place tonight.. woah! it's all planned out nicely..

okay, i shall get going already or i'll be real late..
goodbye.

2009-03-19T23:36:00.003+08:00

DAY 11.

I'm screwed.. so screwed..

I just realised that i haven't been studying much during the holidays.. damn! so much to revise..

So as usual, i skipped chinese lesson again.. i think i really hate chinese to the core.. but oh well, i've got no choice but to still study it..

All right, i just read keith's blog post.. i'm so touched.. hehe..
anyways, thanks bro for being there for me all the time, talking to me about loads of stuff, giving me more knowledge everytime we talked.. thanks for being so concern about our lives, you're a really great bro! and i really respect you.. oh! and good luck for AP exam which i coming soon.. all the best dude..

Damn! i'm still ill.. i hate this feeling.. hate it!
i guess i gonna turn in early tonight too..
needa loads of rest..
nights ya'll..

2009-03-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

DAY 10.

I'm ill.. ill.. ill...
Damn! i'm ill and i'm stucked at home..

Oh, i just caught American Idol on the television.. it's so nice..

All right, i shall go to bed and have lots of sleep now.. gonna wake up early tomorrow to meet bro.. gosh! so many things to fulfill... damn! i'm so screwed with this illness..

okay, i shall be off to bed now..
nights peeps..

2009-03-17T15:52:00.010+08:00

DAY 9.

it's by far, the hardest thing i've every done..

Guess what!? i actually prepared lunch for my family today.. it's pretty amazing how i managed to cook those dishes.. but i did it! wooohoo..

Oh, went to school today for bible knowledge lesson.. it's damn funny, cause' only 2 of us turn up for lesson. but afterall, lesson was pretty good.. learnt loads of stuff, and i'm feeling smarter now!

All right, i've got to go now.. gonna go over to meet jasmine and my bros(:
Bouncing off..
Bounce.. bounce.. bounce..

edited: (23:56)

oh well, just got home..
i'm happy but tired at the same time..

went over to meet my friends.. i swear it's the best time i've ever felt, and i'm happy.. i really did enjoy myself.. haha.

I'm looking forward for tomorrow again.. gonna meet up with my friends again.. woohoo! life is so nice now.. gonna catch a movie i guess? and gonna fool around again.. hehe! life's great!

and guess what!? i'm actually gonna skip my chinese lesson tomorrow.. hehehehe..

Gosh! i can't type anymore cause' my eyes are closing any moment, and my brain is too tired to think of anything to type.. i'm tired, and i feel like sleeping..

i shall be off to bed..
nights guys..

2009-03-16T02:07:00.008+08:00

DAY 8.

(02:07)
I'm looking forward for school later.. woohoo!

It's 2am and i'm still talking to keith on skype.. whooo, it's so late, and i've still gotta go to school later.. gonna wake up at 7am? i really don't know if i'm able to wake up later.. but oh well, who cares.. talking to my bro is still better.. i shall stay awake till damn late today..

lalala... i'll continue blogging later..

edited: (18:50)

Just got home after a long day..
hey, it's good to be back home again.. yeah..

I managed to wake up for school today, it was really surprising.. slept for 2 hours and off to school, it was pretty amazing..

Chemistry lesson was fun, my teacher gave us loads of sweets.. as if we were little kids.. but oh well, the sweets were really nice.. i skipped english lesson, went over to macs for breakfast instead.. real nice breakfast.. chatted with winston a lot.. kinda nice..

so... we went over to nat's place.. played a lot, it was FUN! and we went to play around his estate.. we were really like little kids running around, but i really enjoyed myself.. and his estate was really nice.. what a fun place to be in..

I just realised, everything seems to be really nice today.. loads of playfulness, and i'm happy!

happily ever after... bouncing off..

2009-03-15T13:58:00.008+08:00

DAY 7.

I'm happy! so very happy..

So i've just found out from keith, he'll be back in 10 weeks time!!! omgosh, bro's come back from the states really soon and i can't wait for that day when he returns.. 10 weeks, lalala...

oh! i didn't go to church today.. i guess i'm just too lazy.. oh well, i'm not a good catholic..

Tomorrow i've got to go to school even though it's my holiday.. but the fact is that i'm actually looking forward to go to school tomorrow.. i don't know why.. but, i just got the feeling of going to school now..

Perhaps love is like the ocean.. Full of conflict, full of pain.. Like a fire when it's cold outside, or thunder when it rains..

edited: (23:10)

Dammit! i'm feeling so frustrated..

Tried to pack my books and nothing just seemed to fall in place.. it's either i missed out something or there's just not enough space for it.. damn! Tried to pack my stuff and everything just seem to pop up from the past.. damn! i hate it.. just hate it..

I'm just feeling angry about myself.. damn! i'm just gonna throw everything away.. goodbye my old memories..

Oh well, here's a poem by keith,

untitled:

The dove and horse met as one,
tied to the wedding rings,
that weighed a ton.
Upon the stormy night,
flew away and departed,
into a lilac cloud.

Lingered did the horse,
fluttered did the dove.
The horse found a field,
the dove a tree.
Even though mystic as it be,
lips of the horse turn from
red with glee,
to a dark of inconspicuous black.

The dove settled in a yellow-flowered tree,
and soon found another,
under the secret cover
of a chocolate jasmines' all over.
Winter took the horse,
through a whole new course,
be it deadly and cold,
what it is to bring,
isn't all it seems.

Keith Padraic G. Chew 15/3/2009

2009-03-14T16:34:00.006+08:00

DAY 6.

Cold hard bitch..
whatcha wanna?

Oh well, just got home from my godma's place.. it was really fun playing with the two dogs, they're really cute i swear!!

Today is my first day of the holiday, what am i gonna do this holiday? i really don't know and i'm sad..

One week of hols!? i guess not.. out of the five weekdays, i've to go to school for four out of the five days.. damn! why is secondary 5 so stressful.. why can't i have a break at all? why???

In life, we all always wanna be someone else.. at times, i really hope that i'm not myself.. my life suck! damn.

why does god always play around with my life? if that's the case, take me home then.. i'm tired, really tired..

2009-03-13T14:23:00.015+08:00

DAY 5.

Just got home from school. it's finally the end of term one. whooo...

School's the same old thing, except that today is the last day for the term.. slacked lots in school today, wasn't really productive..

I'm actually starting to like this blog loads.. it's pretty nice.. oh well, i'm just not thinking a lot now.. guess i'm too tired..

Okay, that's all for now.
i shall have me nap.. Zzz..

edited: (21:56)
oh well, back from my beautiful sleep. it was a really nice rest..
now, i feel so lazy to type. damn!

so i just realised that my exams are like only 7 months away.. damn! that's fast.. i feel not prepared yet.. like much to study and re-study.. oh well, i guess i can't slack anymore.. loads to cover before exams..

Life.. why issit always so complicated? i'm always lost.. what's perfection? what really is the true meaning of perfection? woah.. there's actually loads of question in my mind right now.. and it suck.. oh well, i guess there's also nothing much which can be done.. i just hope these questions will be eventually answered, somewhere, somehow..

Life is like a never ending sea.. there's so much to compete.. so much to complete too.. why must it be so complicated? why can't it be just the way i want it to be.. maybe, that's just what god plan is..

Anyway, gotta bounce. Take care

2009-03-12T22:25:00.004+08:00

DAY 4.

Trying to keep up in life? i guess so..
things have been working out lately.. everything seemed to fall in place just as it supposed to be..

Today, had lots of presentations in school, it was pretty fun though.. had half day again, and i swear the feeling is so freaking cool. and guess what!? andrew chelliah is in my school.. it's so cool! like i never expected that we would be schoolmates at all.. so i did got a shocked when he said 'hi' to me today.. but i still can't really believe the fact that he's my schoolmate..

Well, guess what!? my bros actually agreed to go all the way to causeway point after school. it was really suprising, cause they live really far away.. anyways, chatted quite a bunch of stuff.. really nice..

Omgosh! bro's birthday is coming really soon and i don't know what to do! damn.. what should i do!?!? oh well, i might just give him a kiss on his cheek, hehe..

Lately, many things happened.. well, you've found your goal in life, and i wish you all the best(: i really repect your decisions, it's really up to you, cause it's your life, not mine! so i've been slowly getting back on track in life. facing my troubles in a positive way and it really rock! But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you. .. good luck then..

Well, i'm actually looking forward to tomorrow.. and enjoy my school day.. woohoo! last day of school for the term.. and there goes a term! damn.. it just gotta mean that exams are coming closer, closer and closer...

I'm looking forward to tomorrrrrrrow!
woohoo! lalala...

2009-03-11T22:22:00.004+08:00

DAY 3.

Sometimes, i find living a life like that is so good...

Today, i had half day for school. so that means early dismissal and it's really cool. Went for physics test today, and i know i just screwed up that damn test.. gonna fail with flying colours, haha.

Headed down to compass after school, slacked around.. and guess what!? i met so many of my teachers there! all slackers... oh well, slacking is fun..

Gosh! i think i'm putting on loads of weight now.. damn! fatfat already, guess i gonna head down to the gym really soon.. soon enough to be soon, real soon..

So i was wondering.. why can't life be as easy as abc? how nice would it be if... oh well, it's really not for me to decide stuff, i shall just be a goodie kid and go by the rules..

I'm sad.. and there's nothing i can do about it..

2009-03-10T19:23:00.007+08:00

DAY 2.

If life is about fun, i guess it just gonna suck!
So i figured it out that i've just got to be happy with what i have now.

today was pretty fine.. had loads of fun! went to school as usual, sat for tests and all... it was all pretty fine..

so, life is just weird.. it's kinda funny how life can change, can flip 180 in a matter of days.. sometimes love just works in mysterious ways... and then, one day you wake up and you'll just realised that it's gone without a trace.. i don't wanna give up, i just refused to give up, cause you're my everything.. but you just have to force me to do what i hated!!! and i swear it hurts me in every single bit.. baby just hold me and love me please... oh well, i guess it won't happen again.. i'll just have to survive on my own now..

i really miss you! i felt a crack in my heart.. and it's hurting badly now.. i really love you babe!

DAMN! hate this.. i just hate it!

2009-03-09T23:11:00.004+08:00

DAY 1.

oh well, just created this blog!

so! back to my life, it's pretty screwed..
nothing seemed to turn out well,
and i'm sick and tired of everything..

how could you be so heartless?
how? why?
why am i still thinking of you?
why!!!???
damn!

dammit! just hate everything now.. living a life of a robot now..
damn! i shall have some rest now!
nights..